Tanya von Varchmin

I tried to slow down. It was painful, and it took time. My brain was still going at full speed

I am part of it. I am slowly dissolving into this meaningless sensation of joy

At one point I didn’t want to stop giving him cash out of bare curiosity — how wide could his smile get without ripping his greedy freckled face?

It’s becoming harder to stand against the excitement of being alive after you turn 30.

still hoping that she could bring her true self back to life, that it wasn’t too late.

I am afraid. I have no idea what to do with myself, and it seems that just living life is not an option anymore

I am afraid. I have no idea what to do with myself, and it seems that just living life is not an option anymore.

You’re free to make this choice, but then you have to be brave enough to go through with it. You have to stay fearless no matter what.

Where can you go when nowhere can fix you?