It’s exhausting to be locked in your head with all these thoughts that tie you down. Just for one moment, try with all your might to let go of all the things that stop you from being you.

When everything doesn’t feel right,
I look at you
my sun, my moon, the morning light,
my happiness when all is blue.
With you I am always safe
and every day you make my heart race.

Yet I am still here,
an empty shell with bloodshot eyes
and a fake smile.
Sometimes I wonder of all the goodbyes you’ve ever said
if mine is the one you can’t get out of your head.
in the end
we
as in you and me
were never
meant to be
You didn’t have to say anything that night; you did everything with your body and your eyes. The way you sat next to me, you were close enough to reach but too far to touch. And your eyes, those eyes that once said you’d love me f