Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint

I might be a killer but I don't want to become a monster

「 For the first time since the fall began, Kim Dokja slept comfortably. 」

Yoo Joonghyuk was afraid of something for the first time.
The Kim Dokja of this life might only appear in this life.

The world he spent all of his life to establish was now killing him.

I was a reader, not a writer, and Yoo Joonghyuk was a regressor sunfish.

Wang Weirong. In the 2nd Murim that I went to, I was called Flying Fox."
Flying Fox, Wang Weirong. He was one of Yoo Joonghyuk's later colleagues.

Maybe someday, our worlds might be able to meet one another. However, even if we couldn't meet again, there was no doubt that the world existed. Just like Ways of Survival was to me.

"Why did you say you wouldn't go back to the third round?"
It was an unexpected question. Han Sooyoung continued to ask. "You are playing my part over there… if you didn't go back, that world would've perished. You should know this so why―"
"Let's see… why?"
"What?"
"Even without me, the third round would've been fine for a long time."
"How can you be sure?" Han Sooyoung stared at me suspiciously.
"You are there."
Han Sooyoung's expression slightly hardened at my words. Her eyes were shaking with vague surprise.
"I believe in the you of the third round."

Yoo Joonghyuk looked at the blade touching his neck and spoke. "I want to die."
「 I want to live. 」
"I want to finish it here."
「 If there is a chance, like the world I saw… 」

Han Sooyoung grabbed my head and screamed. "Did this guy do something to your spirit? Didn't you want to die so badly? Aren't you tired? Don't you want to stop performing scenarios?"
Every word spoken by Han Sooyoung seemed to pierce my chest. Yoo Joonghyuk had no expression but I knew the life he lived. Yoo Joonghyuk of the 1863rd round was the Yoo Joonghyuk of the original novel that I knew.
When my mother was locked up in prison, when I was bullied, when I sat the CSATs, when I went to the army and when I joined the company. It was the Yoo Joonghyuk I had always been watching. The Yoo Joonghyuk who was cold, calculating and never gave up.
I have lived watching such a Yoo Joonghyuk. I could live because of him. Thus, I didn't want to let him die.
If Yoo Joonghyuk died here, the Ways of Survival that I knew would disappear forever.