My book gives an account of my mother’s battle with colon cancer and how it affected me. I would not allow myself to grieve because that would make the situation real. Instead of turning to God to hold me tight through the loss of my mom, I made myself and everyone around me miserable by creating lots of drama. My family and friends faded one by one as my life seemed to be falling apart at the seams. Finally, I hit rock bottom and that’s when my life turned around for the better. I turned to God and asked Him to help me out of the pit that I fell into and I started the grieving process. I still miss my mother, but I am a whole person now and learning to live again. This book is dedicated to anyone that has lost a loved one or anything or anybody that they love.