It’s not fair for people to grieve alone. The people who are left behind should stick together. They should want to stick together.
strangenewemberhas quoted3 years ago
Hawaii feels like a punishment, but I can’t figure out if it’s because I was a bad daughter or a bad sister. Maybe I was both.
strangenewemberhas quoted3 years ago
Because I hurt people, even when I don’t want to. Even when I should know better.
strangenewemberhas quoted3 years ago
Maybe I’m too heartless to cry.
strangenewemberhas quoted3 years ago
Love at our age? Pointless.
strangenewemberhas quoted3 years ago
I feel like I’m writing a poem for Edgar Allan Poe.
strangenewemberhas quoted3 years ago
It tugs my chest like something heavy and metal is pulling at my sternum. A queasiness rolls around my stomach, and I clench my fingers as tight as I can to try to steady myself, my fingers cutting crescent moons in my palms.
strangenewemberhas quoted3 years ago
I’ve become a corrupted version of myself—a version everyone seems to think is on the brink of self-destruction.
strangenewemberhas quoted3 years ago
And just like that, I build a mental wall, one hundred bricks at a time, like I’m creating armor out of my own frustration.