Hollywood

“Money is like sex,” I said. “It seems much more important when you don’t have any...”

“You ought to come to Paris,” he said to me, “you are well-regarded there. Your own country treats you like an outcast.”

I lapsed into my pathetic cut-off period. Often with humans, both good and bad, my senses simply shut off, they get tired, I give up. I am polite. I nod. I pretend to understand because I don’t want anybody to be hurt. That is the one weakness that has lead me into the most trouble. Trying to be kind to others I often get my soul shredded into a kind of spiritual pasta