There’s something you’ve held on to in your heart with so much energy and passion to the point you now believe God for it. You fed it with a drive for such a challenge to place your belief on the line. Through all your afflictions your heart, mind, and soul is holding on to that belief. If it wasn’t for what we know as impossibilities (situations we get in or become a part of knowing or aware of how much harm it brings us) how would we experience who God is, His power, and divinity in our daily lives.