Forever doesn’t exist in this world. I thought you were forever; have I been breaking my own heart?
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I cannot survive the thought of ends, of being alone.
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It’s never too late—that’s a human lie of time, there is no late, there is mostly now because now is so flexible, I find.
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and it won’t even feel like forever, because what is forever when there is no concept of anything else, a world with no end.
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. I’m not here. I am here and too much of a bruise
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We can’t save everyone; we might not be able to save anyone.
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What is love if not a shield thrown up around you when you are too injured to throw it up yourself?
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I’m not interested in resilience, but in how to move through this world with reciprocal tenderness, even though this only works with people interested in the same thing.
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Remembering is the death of mercy.
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I’m afraid of suffering, of being trapped alive. Dying just hurts those left behind, it has nothing to do with me. I’ll be gone, redundant. I imagine it will be what it was before I was born: nothing.