This beautiful girl, sat on a lawn chair with her legs over her head and this smile on her face. So relaxed looking and at peace. This beautiful person providing a terrible profane service that I’m not even paying for. And this was probably not how she saw her life going even though she’s probably smart and dealing with her situation on the lawn chair best she can. And then me. Doing what I was doing. Being the entire reason why she would need to do what she was doing.