You can’t easily tell a lover: “I’d love it if you’d order me across your lap, pull down my pants and spank me, very hard!” You must trust them not to leave thinking you strange, that they’re doing it freely, that they understand you’ve asked as you’ve seen a quality in them that’ll make it exciting. Lucky for me I’ve met many such women, whom I trusted with my most secret of desires. Most, to my delight, enjoyed it. So helpful I found I needed more, I yearned for even more delicious tortures of mind and body, and I received them. Careful what you wish for! It often left me sore, but always turned-on, every single stinging second. I’d give anything to be back with any lady now experiencing their wonderful techniques. This is rich in detail, not titillate as to illuminate, a tale of a heterosexual young man’s growth through submission, a memoir, of women who’ve answered my predilection for submission with love, honesty and good humor. This is my thank you to them all.
