It doesn’t matter how devastating the outcome is; we can’t turn back time – can’t change the past – can’t fix the future.
April Joyce Batahas quoted2 months ago
Atone for you sins, wife
April Joyce Batahas quoted2 months ago
Good. Then, hurt me. Please.
April Joyce Batahas quoted2 months ago
Do you hate me, Killian?
April Joyce Batahas quoted2 months ago
The reason is because I need pain. It grounds me. Keeps me focused. And because I don’t want to fall back into that void of nothingness once again…I don’t want to mess this up again. I want to fix it, fix us… but I need to stay focused for that
April Joyce Batahas quoted2 months ago
I crave pain, Killian. Tell me you understand. Tell me you can give me what I need
April Joyce Batahas quoted2 months ago
You said I self-destruct and it’s true,
April Joyce Batahas quoted3 months ago
Atonement was righting the wrong.
April Joyce Batahas quoted3 months ago
I had been a fool in love and ended up with a half-dead heart. A piece of her soul died with her sister that night and in return, she killed me too. I didn’t think I could handle another heartbreak at the hands of Julianna.
April Joyce Batahas quoted3 months ago
I realized that it wasn’t even about hate anymore. It was always about trust and allowing myself to be weak for her again.