Happiness does not happen. Happiness must be uncovered, separated from the skin of pain. It must be claimed. Kept close.
Protected.
Ljubica Vujasinovichas quoted10 months ago
“I love you, Ella,” I whisper. “I will love you for the rest of my life. My heart is yours. Please don’t ever give it back to me.”
Ljubica Vujasinovichas quoted10 months ago
“Have you ever heard of Blue Streak?” I blink at him. “That’s the name of a movie?” “Romeo Must Die? Bad Boys? Rush Hour? Rush Hour 2? Rush Hour 3? Actually, Rush Hour 3 wasn’t that great. Tangled?”
Gungunnnhas quoted11 hours ago
“Where do you think I’ve been all this time?”
“As I said, I thought you were dead.”
“Close, but not quite.
Gungunnnhas quoted11 hours ago
Aaron Warner Anderson is the only emotional through line in my life that ever made sense. He’s the only constant. The only steady, reliable heartbeat I’ve ever had.
Aaron, Aaron, Aaron, Aaron
Gungunnnhas quoted11 hours ago
In this new, turbulent reality, the one person I recognize anymore is him.
Gungunnnhas quoted11 hours ago
His face is blank even as he says, “April twenty-fourth.”
“April twenty-fourth,” I say, smiling. “That’s great. We can have cake.”
Gungunnnhas quoted3 days ago
I was rewarded for being an animal. Celebrated for my efforts as a monster. Never mind the fact that I wake up in the middle of every night strangled by irrational fears and a sudden, violent urge to upend the contents of my stomach.
Gungunnnhas quoted3 days ago
My soul.
I sold my soul for a few years with my mother, and now, after everything, I don’t even know if it’ll be worth it.
Gungunnnhas quoted3 days ago
“You’re right,” she says softly. “Maybe this is cruel. Maybe it would’ve been kinder to simply let you die. But this isn’t about you, Ella. This is about me. And right now,” she says, stroking my hair, “this is what I need.”