Dan Mooney

It’s just outside, feel the fear, do it regardless

Denis made sure that he smiled and showed his manners as often as possible, to compensate for the irritation of having to individually wrap a teaspoon in a serviette, or pick up money from the counter-top and place the change back without simply handing it over.

like a rebel who refused to bend to authority

a steady kind of rhythm that drowned out thoughts.

I remember when you weren’t afraid of your own shadow. It’s just outside, feel the fear, do it regardless.

Denis was confident that if it did rain, the deluge would fall more or less directly on top of him alone, like some kind of sad cartoon character.

he could almost feel his soul shrivel up inside him.

People are idiots.”

“Agreed. But we persevere.”

feel the fear, do it regardless

Nothing to be afraid of,’ he told himself. ‘It’s just outside.’

The words were supposed to be a comfort to him, but a small voice in the back of his head quietly reminded him that they were a lie.