I’m just not good at opening myself up to people. I’m not good at making friends. When you spend as much time as I have worrying about what to say and how to say it and it still comes out wrong, it just becomes easier to not say anything at all
Zalvehas quoted2 years ago
Of course I let the ties go. The casual acquaintances, the hookups, the friends I never really talked to outside of school, keeping my personal life tucked away in a little box.
The only person I really held on to was her. Until tonight.
Zalvehas quoted2 years ago
She said “I love you” and I stopped myself from saying it back to her. She asked me to say one thing about how much she meant to me, and I couldn’t.
I couldn’t just tell her how Saturday mornings with her are the highlight of my week.